leaves_of_gold

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

As most of you know, I was in the Miss Hawaiian Tropics contest...haven't talked to you all really since then so I thought I would post some pics and a few memories. The first ones are from the actual photo shoot(beware these are racey) that we all had to do...then some others are just random pics from the contest and a few straglers are from a recent shoot...I'll add more later.

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Look! I can fit in a dryer! :)

And I'm completly sober..how sad is that! LMAO

Now shut your face biatch, I have updated THREE damn times today! *sticks out tongue* lol


The Keychain condom!!
You are a get down to bussiness type of person.
Foreplay is not your thing, but you can go for
hours! Your serious personality in the bedroom
displays a lack of well-roundedness in other
areas.

Best Position: missionary


Condoms!! what is your kind of condom AND what does it mean?( with pics not dirty sheesh!)
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Booring...*checks her keychain* i do NOT have condoms on my keychain...

Moving on...


Dominant Personality: Calm

Good Traits: You prefer to be exclusive,
limiting yourself to only a few good friends
that you've probably known for a long time. You
don't date around either; you settle down with
one guy, and you never get used to heartbreak.

Bad Traits: You're someone who doesn't want
to be bothered with everyone else's problems.
You'd rather kick back and enjoy life at a slow
pace. You tend to fall behind and procrastinate
from being too laid back.

People see you as: Shy, slow to catch on,
and a daydreamer. People think you're in your
own little world and are tenative to approach
you.

You're Most Like: Fear. You distance
yourself from the people who aren't in your
circle. The difference is that you aren't
paranoid about this.

You Need More: Understanding. There are
other people out there worth knowing. It's okay
to broaden your variety.


What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results)
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Ok so thats completly inaccurate...*sulk*


You aren't hididng anything under your make-up,
because you don't wear any! You know that it
doesn't matter if your beautiful just as long
as you have a beautiful personality and heart
(either that or your just too lazy to put
make-up on in the morning lol). You want people
to like you for who and not what you look like!
You should be proud of yourself, not many
people feel the same way about themselves as
you do.

Please messege me with your comments!


WhAt Do YoU HiDe UnDeR YoUr MaKeUp? (beautiful anime pics and detailed results)
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How special...


Your attractive to guys! As you are being yourself
and trying not to hard, guys actually dig you!


Are guys attracted to you?
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They like me? They really like me! *swoons* lmao


You're perfect guy is a guy who doesn't care about
what other people think. He is comfortable with
hisself and he does everything he likes, no
mather what other people say.


Who's You're perfect guy? - girls only!- - With beautifull anime pics!-
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Doesn't that look like he has cat ears or something on his head? Creepy.

TAKE THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR FIRST NAME...

A=I'D LOVE TO LICK
B=I ATE
C=I DUMPED MY BOYFRIEND FOR
D=I HAD A ONE NIGHT STAND WITH
E=I MILKED
F=I SAT ON
G=I SAW
H=I'M IN LOVE WITH
I=IN MY ROOM I FOUND
J=I PUSHED
K=I GOT IN A FIGHT WITH
L=I MURDERED
M=I RAPED
N=I DEEP-FRIED
O=IN MY FREEZER, I FOUND
P=I MOLESTED
Q=I TALKED ON THE PHONE TO
R=I CHEATED ON MY LOVER WITH
S=I'M MOVING IN WITH
T=I JUST KILLED
U=I KICKED AND KILLED
V=I SKINNED ALIVE
W=I GAVE MY NUMBER TO
X=I MARINATED
Y=I BABYSAT
Z=I TRADED MY MOM FOR

NOW TAKE THE THIRD LETTER OF YOUR LAST NAME...

A=A HIPPOPOTAMUS
B=A CURLY FRY
C=A BLOCK OF CHEESE
D=AN ERASER
E=A GAY HOBO
F=YOUR MOM
G=AN EMPTY TACOBELL CUP
H=A GREASY PAPER PLATE
I=A SPORK
J=A MELTED ORANGE CRAYON
K=GEORGE WASHINGTON
L=A PEICE OF CHEWED GUM
M=A SEA URCHIN
N=A PAIR OF GRANNY PANTIES
O=ORANGE JUICE
P=YOUR BRA
Q=A BIRD
R=A STOP SIGN
S=A DUSTPAN
T=A RANDOM GUY
U=A RANDOM GIRL
V=A YELLOW PAPERCLIP
W=A PAIR OF SNEAKERS
X=A TURKEY
Y=A NAKED OLD LADY
Z=A JELLYBEAN

NOW TAKE THEM AND PUT THEM AS THE TITLE OF THE BULLITEN, OR YOU WILL HAVE SEVEN YEARS BAD LUCK, AND A TOW TRUCK WILL FALL ON YOUR LEFT FOOT

Well I am on my flight back from Cali...going to be in Orlando for a few days...go me!



Heres me a my favorite in San Francisco...*sniff* I miss him already

Ummm nothing new to report...still here in Cali until *thinks* the 23rd I think *goes to look for her ticket* then I'm in Orlando (Fl that is) for a few days doing some promo shit and whatever then back home for a bit! But it has been nice being with my b/f for a bit. Anyyway thats about it I better go back to sleep its like 5 am here LMAO later taters

Namarie

You are

Fishnet G-String

okkkkk actually those are kinda cute

Your Prom / Homecoming Look Is

Kimberly Dress

Well this dress would go good with my thong on the first quiz LMAO

Nothing new to report just hanging out with my b/f for a bit, here is some quiz spam I jacked from biatch

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

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That is all...

:( How come no one ever comments on my journal?!?! Am I not loved?!?! *dies*

These are supposedly 25 questions that no one would ever think to ask...

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? Eyes

2. How much cash do you have on you? Like *counts* 7 dollars lol

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? Molest LMAO

4. Favorite plant? ummmm white rose

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell/home phone? Rachel

6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? Theme to the OC

7. What shirt are you wearing? Black plain shirt

8. Do you "label" yourself, or could you? Label? Gosh I have not idea, help me out here guys.

9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? I'm barefoot actually

10. Bright or Dark Room? Bright.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? I luff her *hugs laura*

12. Ever "spilled the beans"? yeah

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping LOL

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? My friend telling me that TTT was on TV

15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? No.

16. What's a saying that you say a lot? Thats hot.

17. Who told you they loved you last? *shifty eyes* not telling muhahaha!

18. Last furry thing you touched? my kitty.

19. How many hours a week do you work? Too many. it differs really

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? Loads

21. Favorite age you have been so far? 21

22. Your worst enemy? Time.

23. What is your current desktop picture? LOST one with Dom

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? Goodnight

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? Million bucks.

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Time started: 8:12pm
Full Name: Ashton Marie Shane
Nicknames: Ash, Star, Bitch...lol...whatever

Sex: Chick
Birthday: 9-23-1983
Sign: Virgo

eye color: Blue
Shoe size: 8
Height: 5' 5''
Innie or Outtie: Innie
What are you wearing right now: Nothing. lol

Righty or lefty: Right

Any pets? Gwenievre my kitty
Can you make a dollar in change right now? Nope I hate change, so I put it all in a change jar

.............. Relationships ...........

Who are your closest friend(s)? Crystal and Lyn...pretty much the only friends I really have left I think :(
Do you have a bf or gf?: I wouldn't say b/f...
Did you send this to your crush? No

........... Fashion Stuff .............
Where is your fav place to shop: I dunno
Do you have any tattoos or piercings: clit
Favorite kind of pants: Blue ones?


............. Favs .........
Color: Blue
Number: 23
Boys Name: Joshua
Girls Name: Kimberly
Subject in school: Drama
Animal: Tiger
Drink: Pepsi
Sport: Hockey
Food: Mexican
Fast-Food Place: Quiznos
Month: July
Movie: Phantom of the Opera
Juice: Orange
Finger: What?
Breakfast: I don't eat breakfast
Cologne: erm....Tommy
Perfume: Too many to choose from!!!

............. Have you ever .........
Given anyone a bath? um no
Bungeed: No
Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: Yep
Eaten a dog biscuit: Yep lol when i was little
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Yes
Broken a bone: Nope
Played truth or dare: Yes
Been in a physical fight: yes
Been in a police car: yes
Come close to dying? I think so...
Been in a sauna: Yes
Been in a hot tub: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep in school: Yes
Ran away from home?: Yes
Broken someone's heart: Yes
Cried when someone died: Yes
Cried in school: Once.
Fell off your chair: All the damn time
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: YES.
Saved AIM conversations: Not AIM but yahell,yes
Saved e-mails: Yes
Fallen for your best friend? Yep
Made out with JUST a friend?: Yes
Used someone: sadly, yes
Been cheated on?: Not that I know of
Done something you regret: yes

.............. First thing that comes to mind ..........
Blue: Ice
Autumn: Leaves

................. What is .......................
Your good luck charm: my pink cross
room like: Messy
Last thing you said: "duh"
What is beside you: my tv
Last thing you ate: wendys spicy chicken sandwich
What kind of shampoo do you use?: John Freidas Brilliant Brunette

...............Have you ever had .................
Chicken pox: Yes
Sore Throat: all the time
Stitches: Sadly
Broken nose: No
Belief in love at first sight: Yes
Like picnics: Not really
Like school: No
What schools have you gone to: Damn I don't remember
love anyone?: Yes

................... Would you ................
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000: No Way
Would you go to a Hanson concert if you had a free ticket: Yuck no
Loved someone and u were keeping something from them and it would hurt them if
they found out, would you tell them?: Depends
Who was the last person that called you: Matt
what makes you laugh the most? Me.

.................Last person ................
You yelled at: April
ur loudest friend: Rachel

............ Do you/Are You .......
Do you like filling these out: Yup
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Yes
you like yourself: Sure I guess
Do you get along with your family: Yeah kind of
Do you do drugs:Not anymore
piercings below the waist? Yes
Stolen anything over $50?: nope
depressed?: No

........... final questions .............

how many ppl are you sending this to: None
How many buddies are on your list: I dunno, not many
What did you do yesterday: Had a shoot
Do you want to get married: Someday
Good driver: No lol
good actor?: I like to think so
good singer?:Sometimes
have got a lava lamp? nope
How many remote controls are in your house: 3
are you double jointed?: no
Last time you showered?: This morning
took a bath?: No bath, just showers
last movie you saw in theaters?: Red Eye
Sun or Rain?: Rain
Scary or happy movies?: Happy
White or chocolate milk?: Dark
beer or Dr. Pepper? dr. pepper
Mud or jello Wrestling???: jello
Vanilla or chocolate?: Vanilla
Summer or Winter?: summer
Silver or Gold?: Silver
Diamond or Pearl?: Diamond
Sunset or Sunrise?: Sunrise
Sprite or 7-Up?: 7UP
Pants or Shorts?: Pants
Orange or Apple Juice?: Orange juice
Cats or Dogs?: Cats
Coffee or Tea?: tea
In person or over the phone?: in person
Indoor or Outdoor?: outdoor


--GIRLS ONLY SECTION--

Boxers or Briefs: Boxers
Tall or short: Tall
Good or bad guy: good, with a hint of bad
Curly or straight hair: Both
Dark or light eyes: Both
Hat or no hat: Both
Long or short hair: Shorter..some guys look good with longer hair
Tan or fair: Both
accent or Canadian? accent!! *drools*
muscular arms: Slightly, no skinny guys.
Jewelery or none: No gold necklaces or watches. ew.

Do you want your friends to fill this out and send it back?: Dont care.
Ending time: 8:23pm

Well that makes me sound like a fame seeking whore..

oh wait

I am.

Interesting.

You know, that really is all I have thought about since I was little. I wanted to be rich and famous and have everyone love me. Without regard to anyone else. Its always been all about me. I never thought of myself as a selfish person, but now looking back I kinda am. I don't think that I started out that way, but that is who I have become. I don't even acknowledge someone who tries to talk to me unless I A. think that it might help my career in some respect, B. they are what I consider "good enough to talk to"(interpret that as you will) or C. I am too drunk to really notice who they are so I talk to them anyway. Wow, that is very impressive. My parents must be thrilled. Oh wait, they arn't. In reality nothing I could possible do would make them proud, and yet I find myself trying everyday to do just that. I look around me and all I see are superficial people who probably don't even like me really, and people who want something from me. And the only "real" people I have ever known are all on here, LJ and yahell to be more exact. And I have very successfully pushed them all away, with my secrative nature and my selfish manner. Never letting anyone get to close to me or else they will realize that I am not as perfect as I sometimes seem to be. In fact, I am scared a lot of the time, and nervous that people will see right through my masquarade. They will see that behind all the makeup and the nice clothes and the awards and pictures that I am lonely and very unhappy. That I really long for the simple pleasures in life that I never had, or will have, since I have very nicely pushed away everything that even resembles that.

Anyway, that is enough from me for today. Doubt anyone is even reading this. And if they are, I know they don't care. Because I didn't care enough about them, only myself. And I managed to lock myself away here in this cell of emptyness and self doubt.

Bravo.

Nothing much to say, just got back from a trip, yay. Am back home, though, I'm pretty sad lately, but oh well...

Here is a quiz I took cause I am bored...

Your Power Color Is Indigo

At Your Highest: You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you. At Your Lowest: You require a lot of attention and praise. In Love: You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are. How You're Attractive: You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic. Your Eternal Question: "Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"